Heroin Addict
Hopeless junkie
Have needle, will work
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My new life as a guy started off with high hopes. Wanda and I were together,
and I had a loan for a tech school that I counted on to find me a job. Yet
deep down I felt like I'd killed off the best part of me. If I hadn't been
with Wanda I might have just killed myself, but SFPD almost did that for
me two months later when I blacked out on Angel Dust (PCP). After I was
released from jail and into a rehab, I managed to maintain enough to get
the case dismissed, but I sank to lows I could never have imagined on heroin
within three months.
Soon after the high point of my 30th birthday I was fired from my first real computer programming job because the drugs I needed to kill the pain of living the lie of manhood made it impossible to hold down responsibilities. Within a month I was living on General Assistance (welfare), taking my valuables to the pawnshop for drug money and wondering why I bothered to stay alive. To make a long and tragic story very short, I hit bottom and checked into a Veteran's Administration drug rehabilitation hospital.
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